私だけの☆人生

My first tablet-based artwork after a long awhile I guess.
As usual, I don't like CG-ing. ('w'*)
But I had fun sketching out this dude.

In the past, I used to have naive thoughts and dreams of becoming something I know it's impossible. I was in my fairytale land. Now, I'm accepting reality as it is. I guess your mind matures as you grow older? To make it possible in life, I'm trying to stay positive and be forward-looking.

I've chose to quit school and proceed to another path.
It's my decision and I'm not going to whine and regret.

My aim now? You'll laugh if I were to say it out.
Don't worry, it's not going to be a hollywood actress lol!
It's much more achievable then my previous targets.

I'm not going to make my life a boring one either. (*'w'*)

satisfaction

i've done it again... FULL BODY. <3
and what's more, it's HAWT.
but this time i kinda went a little too far... i just felt that it'd be super wierd if i were to draw in the clothes, so i left it nude.

and i was thinking of whether or not should i put it up in my blog...
so before that nude artwork, shall start with a safe one. (*>w<)b


it's for my friend yunn<333
she was asking if she could use my profile pic(left side of blog), and i was like, i'll draw ya one instead! XD it didn't take me too long, so it's alright~

lastly, the nude artwork.

WARNING: NOT WORKSAFE











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i thought i did a pretty good job since i didn't have any reference pictures for this one. yes, again with the kiss marks and bite marks, i just love including them<3 it makes the pic 10 times more hawter.

it's my first time drawing this sort of pose, so the anatomy might be wrong. i've also got a 2nd version which has another dude on top of him. get it? (=w=*) it's probably either M18 or R21 so i'm not gonna paste it in my blog. lol!

will practice drawing more different poses<3
and i just have to get myself a website where i can stuff all my artworks in!

determination

i am gonna stop by the bookshop tomorrow and buy myself some a4 books. with or without lines, whichever's cheaper. gonna start by drawing some 「ネーム」 aka rough manga panels. hell yea i'm determined to get this done !

and something else, finally i've drawn something that i'm rather satisfied of!
oh and errh, PG for perviness? or is it enough to be considered NC-16...


afew points as to why i like it so much,
1. it's a full-body male (yes he's a dude.)
2. it's hawt
3. it's sexy
4. it's a hawt & sexy dude wearin only a shirt. (no pants, yep.)
5. he's got kiss-marks & bite-marks .

plus i have the nude version which i ain't gonna share . X3

i had a real hard time drawing the leg. i can't draw legs for some reason. lack of practice perhaps, shall work on it more the next time. it's been awhile since i last drew a full-body one, so i hope the anatomy is alright.

also, maybe i like comparing myself with other's artworks too much. maybe i should stop doing that... it's making me feel bad about myself and all stress out.

lastly,

I WANNA DRAW MORE HAWT STUFFS . ♥

1 piece each day

i feel that there's a need to draw atleast one artwork a day.
be it rough sketches or finished work.
and i shall accomplish that!! \(*'w'*)/



i'm lacking mangas to read and that caused me to start rusting.
and i kept having ideas for my story but i don't know how to write it down!
i wanna draw it out but I CANT DRAW. WTF.

せめてネーム描きたいよ！！！

story

i've been writing an original story recently, there's no title to it yet and it's incomplete. i'm expecting it to be quite long. but who knows? lol. i kinda like this story that i've thought of, gonna put in my best finishing this one.

i was thinking of drawing it out. but i've gotta atleast complete chapter 01 first i guess.

then a little something i drew base on my story,


i didn't color it seriously so just ignore my sucky coloring.

a little profile@tiger

my little baby tiger ♥

name: ?
age: 10
birthdate: 20/OCTOBER
gender: MALE
bloodtype: AB
height: 150cm
weight: 32kg

personality: quiet, anti-social, likes animals(especially cats)
sibling(s): a twin brother (white tiger)
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and i love my babies ♥
i'm planning some short mangas base on these babies of mine. hopefully i can accomplish that and make it great. (*'w'*)v

will find time to finish the illustration for his twin brother...
also to name them !
gotta gather ideas for the names..
chinese names? english names? japanese names?
sigh. （´。　。`）

2010 HAPPY NEW YEAR

didn't have time to finish a better one.
sorry it sucked.
anyways.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
it's 2010 already!! XDDD

time sure flies real fast. it had been a great year in 2009 for me.
although there ARE some problems, but i've met great friends.
and they're my support in life.

now it's time to set my targets for this year !

`Go to Japan, and meet my skype friends.
`Meet him.
`Lose weight.
`Got to a comike event, be it summer or winter.
`Draw a full original manga and/or doujinshi.
`Take & pass driving test.

will add more when i've thought about it. (*'w'*)v
hopefully i can accomplish them all !

X'mas!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. XD

i've spent my x'mas eve this year not gaming at home, but headed out. <3
just realised that i need a life LOL.

went tampines mall watching movies with my cuzzins, bro and my friend.
two movies at one go lmao.
it's Alvin & The Chipmunks 2 and Sherlock Holmes!!
am very satisfied with both movies.
i'm so glad that we bought the tickets in the morning, the afternoon queue was INSANE. sucks to be one of'em lining up.

and i've told myself i'll draw alvin & the chipmunks... in HUMAN FORM.
so here it is !


accidentally made alvin looked HAWT LMAO.
i thought i like simon & theodore more!? orz

well merry x'mas everyone !
goin ta have a party @ my cuz's crib tomorrow. ciaos. (^.~*)/

open-minded

↑it's been awhile since i last sketched on my sketchbook lol.

went to my grandpa's house today and they're watching final destination 4. i didn't really watch the whole thing since it's god damn gory and well, horrifying. to me that is.

still remembered the trauma after watching final destination 3, afraid to take the subway train(mrt) and rollercoaster rides LOL.

in FD3, there's nudity scenes. but in FD4, there's a f*cking sex scene LMAO. and guess what. we're(my cousins and i) watching in the living room, adults(aka, our moms and dads) were there watching with us as well.

teenagers and adults watching such stuffs are fine i know. BUT KIDS WERE THERE AS WELL WTFLMAO. and they're as young as... i don't know, say.. 8? and infront of'em is a big TV showing boobies and some pretty girl getting f*cked. how open-minded can our/their parents be? XD;

if they're fine with it, i guess i'll just shut my mouth about it lol.
i'm not in any position to nag about them.
(started reading/watching hardcore bl stuffs at the age 13)

i'll just put it as early stage sexual education lol.
as long as the kids don't go "try" it out lmao.

although it's just a short scene...
but man.. pr0n is just EWW.

winter short comic

（噢妈呀！忘了画眼镜上去wwwwwwww）


“要去哪呢？”
“嗯。。。”

“你在的地方。”

sweet pool万岁！

video creating

it's hard work lol.
i'm trying to create a parody animation off "Girl's high"'s ed. which can be seen on the left side in this blog. finished the first half of the tracing. now that's left is the second half, animation and colouring.

can i skip the colouring part? X3;

worried about the animation part as well. not sure if i can pull it off..

here's the progress:



even though it's basicly tracing, it's still tough.
man i gotta love girl's high's character designer..

here's two of the pictures in the progress folder above..





it's besama & afro-san. XD

shall try my best !!

welcome

one of the famous parody.
girl's high tracing!
had fun playing around.
it's basicly tracing. so don't go wow-ing how good am i cos i'm not LOL.
just changed afew details to my hubby.

so cheers! (^.~)/

winter - complete?

finished coloring him up just now.



... man i suck at cging lol. gotta remind myself to practice more!
still owe minmin and jieling artworks as well.. will work on it either tonight or tomorrow.

alittle close up to the above pic



hmmn.. well i've done my best in cging him lol. i'm satisfied.

heading to karaoke this coming friday with rui and chian <33
can't wait!!
wonder if we can stop by kino as well. there's some mags that i wanted to get. not sure if it's even available though LOL.
I NEED MY GIRL'S STYLE MAG.

not sure if i got enough money though.
oh and suddenly felt like drawing vesperia characters.（ノヮ`*）

winter♥

a few more weeks to x'mas!
decided to create my own original characters with the theme "seasons". since it's winter now, i've already started on my winter character.



yet to decide a name for him yet,
not to mention coloring him up as well.^p^
my 4 season characters is going to be my beloved mascots! XD

another thing that i've done..
fiddled with my blog's template a little. started and added twitter , it's a wonder why i even started "tweet-ing" LOL.
had a hard time deciding whether or not to include a background music to my blog. in the end? yeah i did, obviously lol.

broadcasted today as well, had fun interacting with my listeners regarding x'mas~ got introduced some wonderful x'mas songs by them. and for some reason, sang "last christmas" LOL. it was f*cking embarrassing. X3;

and they were like, "it's not enough!"

WTFLOL. I AIN'T GONNA SING AGAIN.

ps,
seriously.. lacking.. mangas.. to read.. dying.. soon..